Feb-92

I had no more fears inside of myself. I felt wholesome and much loved. The fear of dying had left me completely. I remembered what the Voice had said, my father is not here. I imagined the East and suddenly I was in front of a three story home surrounded by many trees and near a body of water. I looked up and saw that it was dark and late at night. There were no lights on in the house and I was uncertain of where I was. I had no idea why I was here in front of a large home. I did not recognize it at all. I noticed the mailbox; it was not my fathers address. The voice out of the darkness urged me go back by saying,
“You must come now. You must leave this place."
I don't know why I felt scared, I feared and felt alone.

The Voice embraced me and comforted my soul. I had so many questions and I could not seem to get them out of my mouth.
The Voice said to me, “Remember this place, This is the beginning and the end of your search.
“After the Voice ended I found myself in a room with three women. Each of the women were very beautiful. I recognized one of the women, it was my daughter. But she was still only 2 and half years old. But, this woman was an adult. I didn't know who the other two women were. I remember them all sitting at a large oval table.

I felt a pulling backward and the Voice spoke again, "You must go back. There is much for you still to do."
I felt disorientated; I didn't want the Voice to leave me. I cried out to the Voice, “I don't want you to leave me, I have so many questions to ask you."
The Voice replied, “I will always be with you, as I have always been."
My soul wept as the Voice faded.

I suddenly woke up in my bed. The fear of dying was gone. I felt very refreshed. Like a new life force was driving me around. I remembered every part of the dream as though it was a movie I had just seen. I wanted to go back to sleep. I wanted to go find that place again. But I could not sleep; my mind recalled the dream in full detail of sight and sound. I felt so loved, so important.

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